Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Lepas graduation,daku dok melangot kat rumah x tau nak buat ape sbb nk bls dendam rehat makan tdo puas2 katenye. Plan nk melancong jugak.. if not nk cri kerje part time.Taapii mcm x igt knp in the end x ke mana2 or buat ape2 pun..Hmm..knp eh?srsly cnt rlly rmmber...Last2,ended up dgn depression sbb terperuk terkurung dlm rumah je 3 bulan tuh hihih.In between ade hantar notification letter to KKM awaiting for interviews and induction..
So finally lps 3 bulan tu if im not mistaken dlm bln October baru depa panggil untuk kursus induksi.
Berdebar rasa padehal induction je pon (biasela i kan newbs).Tempat dpt kat KL jgk,hotel putri ape tah tgh town tu..xtau nk rasa apa sbb alhmdulillah dekat n sng org nk htr pickup suma..TP sedikit dissapointed hrpan dpt kat jauh2 sket utk induction cm terengganu ke..sabah ke...sbb bosan lama dok rumah nk lari jauh2 sket 2-3 hari tuh mihmihmih..Induction mmg okok je if u asked me..Dpt roomate yg baik,sejuk je mata memandang -beliau seorang graduan from UK - usrati yg tgh peknen gravida 1 yg husband dia pon induction kat tpt yg sama...ptu time course plak dok sebelah sorang minah ni,seorang pendakwah n graduan frm UK juga..sgt osem tp super pemalu orgnya (sgt teruje n happy bila dpt tau beliau dh kahwin baru2 ni).Asal budak johor..Bila tanya nk dpt housemanship kat mana,beliau dgn konfiden ckp "sabah or sarawak!"..Sbb bosan dok dgn femly n nk lahirkan sifat berdirikari katenye.Padehal most of kite2 ni beriye nk dpt lembah klang kan hahah.Nak dijadikan cerita surat tawaran diberi n alhamdulillah i was placed in Hosp.Sg Buloh and my coursemate dpt Sarawak...Suke!Suke!Doa dan harapan makbul,bukan pe,susahh sgt nk dpt lembah klang esp if ure single n KKM salu akan campak anda ke Borneo dan rumors ckp indah khabar dari rupa - nk apply balek ke lembah klang pon maser tuh agk payah sbb depa akn suh anda dok kat situ smpai beranak pinak.Tamau den!
1st day Housemanship
Awal pagi pergi admin,diorng tanya nk masuk dept mana,and i said "mane2 je lah".
So daku dimasukkan ke department ObGyn.
FYI mana2 adek2 yg belajar obersi n x familiar lgi dgn system KKM ,ade dua jenis hosp di malaysia : satu -- computerized,dua -- manual(paper/sheet based).Ada a few hospital (esp the new ones) in Malaysia yg computerized,and the rest (esp yg hospital yg lama2) suma still pakai paper based.
Hospital Sg Buloh ni fully computerized tp ade jgk file BHT for certain cases yg akan digunakan,or if system down mmg satu pekerjaan lah nk kene tulis and order suma dlm papers..ade pros and cons nya..Mana2 if u asked,den tak kesah.Layan kan jek dek non janji kerje ko kena siap.
Dan system kerja di hospital malaysia ,terms and management sini jauhh beza dgn tpt blajar daku dlu..Mmg xnk komplen apa2 tp keyword di sini adelah "sink or swim"..Even topic pembelajaran dlm class n lectures byk yg sama tp time nk manage tu yg daku kena start from zero.Boleh kata masuk dept tu with zero knowledge lah..!Hafal lah byk mana buku pon tp once you face a real life situation,suma tu lupa.Gamble habis.Tp daku datang dgn semangat waja yang membara..Mindset ckp mmg akan kene ketuk gile2 n i'll be the dumbest a** they'll ever seen tp WTH la kan.Nk belajar key in round report n notes , order darah pon guna system..n seriously serious,i am the slow learner type.
Waktu tagging daku melekat dgn beberape org seniors n tulis dalam buku nota kecik stiap benda yg depa buat.Tak berani nk tny banyak sbb frankly,O&G ni antara dept yg super busy.Takut senior2 akn rs irritated if i bombard them with too many questions.By one week later,alhamdulillah,i am able to cope, pretty much most of the things if not all on my own.Mmg kena belajar pick up cepat.I started with the shift system.Never had experience the full oncall system untill i was a houseman in anaesthesia dept.Even shift system,sangat memenatkan.Tak tau cmna senior2 kita dulu boleh cope dgn oncall system.*tabik spring*
Another key word penting housemanship.. " kalau tak tau tanya". Dont you dare act on your own.Sebab? Bcuz now you are dealing with real people and real lives.Esp in O&G,we are dealing with 2 lives.Medicolegal alert red button are always on if youre in this department.Plus,org kat malaysia ni suka sgt saman org.Silap sikit je saman.Sampai golongan profesionals skarang ni mmg sampai traumatic. Kongsi cerita sikit,dari 1st poster sampai ke MO-ship,specialist or consultants always remind us not to do beyond our limit,and always play safe.Alasan? "Patient or their relatives can question and sue you.Nak kena saman?".Ayat yang sama ku dengar berulang2 sampai sekarang.Sad but true.Banyak cerita pasal patient-doctor case ni..Dah terbukti dlm akhbar.Tp mls nk cerita lebih2.Cukup takat ni,
Memang biasa je 1st poster kena marah.Ye lah,everyone have their first time kan.Jangan igt daku x tau.Even yg pakar2 or consultants tu pun mesti pernah kena marah jugak time dorng level bawah2 dulu.U have to start somewhere to get to somewhere.So if your superior do some scoldings ke pe,senyap wat bodo and do as they said.I understand tht it is stressful being a superior or a houseman.HO's kene marah,tp HO's dont have to tanggung responsibilities.And plus,i always believed that experience is a better teacher than mere knowledge from the books itself.Books may say this and that,but only through experience is when you can prove whether the knowledge is apllicable or not.Your seniors have experience more than you.U just have to trust them.Sure they might not be right at all times at certain things,but you can always ask them for judgement.A good superior wont have a problem of answering all your doubts.Tho sometimes,i hv met a few yg x sukee btol kita tny dia mcm2,as if kita question suma tindakan dia.Hahaha.Biaq pi la aku nk tanya apa pon.Padan muka hang klo dpt ak as ur future doc nnti bila ak nk rawat pon ak x reti nk wat apa pasai hang xmo ajaq ak lekloq dlu. pfft. Eheheh.Emosi sket situ.Ok,skip tht.
Adik2,nekad pilih nk jadi doktor x boleh complain byk2.This is your choice.
Like my father once told me,when he called me up ckp awat lama x call bapak,so daku ngadula kerja mcm kuli batak ngalah org indon ngn pinoy!Camana nk call pergi kerja kol 6pagi sampai,pukol 10 mlm terbongkang atas katil,bukak mata dah pukul 6 pagi smula.
Si bapak pon ckp la " haa tulah!dulu nk sgt jadi doctor,ayh suggest pharmacy ke bnd lain xnk!"
--yeke nak sgt? -_-||
Senyap je lah.Jokes aside,itulah realitynya..sampai keluarga pon terpaksa diketepikan..
Remember adik2 like i said before..this is your choice ,but if it isn't,lain cerita.
Kena jiwa kental tulang besi urat dawai emosi kontang.Tapi Iman dan sabar kena nombor satu.
I shall continue my other 2 yrs journey of housemanship in the next write up.
Till Later ~
Lepas graduation,daku dok melangot kat rumah x tau nak buat ape sbb nk bls dendam rehat makan tdo puas2 katenye. Plan nk melancong jugak.. if not nk cri kerje part time.Taapii mcm x igt knp in the end x ke mana2 or buat ape2 pun..Hmm..knp eh?srsly cnt rlly rmmber...Last2,ended up dgn depression sbb terperuk terkurung dlm rumah je 3 bulan tuh hihih.In between ade hantar notification letter to KKM awaiting for interviews and induction..
Berdebar rasa padehal induction je pon (biasela i kan newbs).Tempat dpt kat KL jgk,hotel putri ape tah tgh town tu..xtau nk rasa apa sbb alhmdulillah dekat n sng org nk htr pickup suma..TP sedikit dissapointed hrpan dpt kat jauh2 sket utk induction cm terengganu ke..sabah ke...sbb bosan lama dok rumah nk lari jauh2 sket 2-3 hari tuh mihmihmih..Induction mmg okok je if u asked me..Dpt roomate yg baik,sejuk je mata memandang -beliau seorang graduan from UK - usrati yg tgh peknen gravida 1 yg husband dia pon induction kat tpt yg sama...ptu time course plak dok sebelah sorang minah ni,seorang pendakwah n graduan frm UK juga..sgt osem tp super pemalu orgnya (sgt teruje n happy bila dpt tau beliau dh kahwin baru2 ni).Asal budak johor..Bila tanya nk dpt housemanship kat mana,beliau dgn konfiden ckp "sabah or sarawak!"..Sbb bosan dok dgn femly n nk lahirkan sifat berdirikari katenye.Padehal most of kite2 ni beriye nk dpt lembah klang kan hahah.Nak dijadikan cerita surat tawaran diberi n alhamdulillah i was placed in Hosp.Sg Buloh and my coursemate dpt Sarawak...Suke!Suke!Doa dan harapan makbul,bukan pe,susahh sgt nk dpt lembah klang esp if ure single n KKM salu akan campak anda ke Borneo dan rumors ckp indah khabar dari rupa - nk apply balek ke lembah klang pon maser tuh agk payah sbb depa akn suh anda dok kat situ smpai beranak pinak.Tamau den!
1st day Housemanship
Awal pagi pergi admin,diorng tanya nk masuk dept mana,and i said "mane2 je lah".
So daku dimasukkan ke department ObGyn.
FYI mana2 adek2 yg belajar obersi n x familiar lgi dgn system KKM ,ade dua jenis hosp di malaysia : satu -- computerized,dua -- manual(paper/sheet based).Ada a few hospital (esp the new ones) in Malaysia yg computerized,and the rest (esp yg hospital yg lama2) suma still pakai paper based.
Hospital Sg Buloh ni fully computerized tp ade jgk file BHT for certain cases yg akan digunakan,or if system down mmg satu pekerjaan lah nk kene tulis and order suma dlm papers..ade pros and cons nya..Mana2 if u asked,den tak kesah.Layan kan jek dek non janji kerje ko kena siap.
Dan system kerja di hospital malaysia ,terms and management sini jauhh beza dgn tpt blajar daku dlu..Mmg xnk komplen apa2 tp keyword di sini adelah "sink or swim"..Even topic pembelajaran dlm class n lectures byk yg sama tp time nk manage tu yg daku kena start from zero.Boleh kata masuk dept tu with zero knowledge lah..!Hafal lah byk mana buku pon tp once you face a real life situation,suma tu lupa.Gamble habis.Tp daku datang dgn semangat waja yang membara..Mindset ckp mmg akan kene ketuk gile2 n i'll be the dumbest a** they'll ever seen tp WTH la kan.Nk belajar key in round report n notes , order darah pon guna system..n seriously serious,i am the slow learner type.
Waktu tagging daku melekat dgn beberape org seniors n tulis dalam buku nota kecik stiap benda yg depa buat.Tak berani nk tny banyak sbb frankly,O&G ni antara dept yg super busy.Takut senior2 akn rs irritated if i bombard them with too many questions.By one week later,alhamdulillah,i am able to cope, pretty much most of the things if not all on my own.Mmg kena belajar pick up cepat.I started with the shift system.Never had experience the full oncall system untill i was a houseman in anaesthesia dept.Even shift system,sangat memenatkan.Tak tau cmna senior2 kita dulu boleh cope dgn oncall system.*tabik spring*
Another key word penting housemanship.. " kalau tak tau tanya". Dont you dare act on your own.Sebab? Bcuz now you are dealing with real people and real lives.Esp in O&G,we are dealing with 2 lives.Medicolegal alert red button are always on if youre in this department.Plus,org kat malaysia ni suka sgt saman org.Silap sikit je saman.Sampai golongan profesionals skarang ni mmg sampai traumatic. Kongsi cerita sikit,dari 1st poster sampai ke MO-ship,specialist or consultants always remind us not to do beyond our limit,and always play safe.Alasan? "Patient or their relatives can question and sue you.Nak kena saman?".Ayat yang sama ku dengar berulang2 sampai sekarang.Sad but true.Banyak cerita pasal patient-doctor case ni..Dah terbukti dlm akhbar.Tp mls nk cerita lebih2.Cukup takat ni,
Memang biasa je 1st poster kena marah.Ye lah,everyone have their first time kan.Jangan igt daku x tau.Even yg pakar2 or consultants tu pun mesti pernah kena marah jugak time dorng level bawah2 dulu.U have to start somewhere to get to somewhere.So if your superior do some scoldings ke pe,senyap wat bodo and do as they said.I understand tht it is stressful being a superior or a houseman.HO's kene marah,tp HO's dont have to tanggung responsibilities.And plus,i always believed that experience is a better teacher than mere knowledge from the books itself.Books may say this and that,but only through experience is when you can prove whether the knowledge is apllicable or not.Your seniors have experience more than you.U just have to trust them.Sure they might not be right at all times at certain things,but you can always ask them for judgement.A good superior wont have a problem of answering all your doubts.Tho sometimes,i hv met a few yg x sukee btol kita tny dia mcm2,as if kita question suma tindakan dia.Hahaha.Biaq pi la aku nk tanya apa pon.Padan muka hang klo dpt ak as ur future doc nnti bila ak nk rawat pon ak x reti nk wat apa pasai hang xmo ajaq ak lekloq dlu. pfft. Eheheh.Emosi sket situ.Ok,skip tht.
Adik2,nekad pilih nk jadi doktor x boleh complain byk2.This is your choice.
Like my father once told me,when he called me up ckp awat lama x call bapak,so daku ngadula kerja mcm kuli batak ngalah org indon ngn pinoy!Camana nk call pergi kerja kol 6pagi sampai,pukol 10 mlm terbongkang atas katil,bukak mata dah pukul 6 pagi smula.
Si bapak pon ckp la " haa tulah!dulu nk sgt jadi doctor,ayh suggest pharmacy ke bnd lain xnk!"
--yeke nak sgt? -_-||
Senyap je lah.Jokes aside,itulah realitynya..sampai keluarga pon terpaksa diketepikan..
Remember adik2 like i said before..this is your choice ,but if it isn't,lain cerita.
Kena jiwa kental tulang besi urat dawai emosi kontang.Tapi Iman dan sabar kena nombor satu.
I shall continue my other 2 yrs journey of housemanship in the next write up.
Till Later ~